Score marathon 2022

Ran another running event just a week after Augustman last week. 10km only. 

I was nervous as Im running alone without Mamoru - he ran 30km. Normally Mamoru will keep me in check and prevent me from running too fast - coz Im just not ready tor it. My knee is not ready.  And I havent train at all.  I only run during event. And as expected, I ran a little too fast yesterday. Maybe coz I enjoyed the route and music in my playlist. So I forgot to watch my pace. 

I finished strong despite lack of training. 1 hour 12 mins for 10km. I can even catwalk gracefully without cramps or sakit kaki 😅 Impressive.

I should get into proper training soon. I wanted  to experience podium again 😉

Didnt take many photo as I was nervous running alone this time. Should have take more pics 😌

 

Throwback Augustman & Garmin running event

Enjoying our run. 

Told Mamoru I wanted to start training for full marathon next year. He is very supportive and encourage me to go for it. But I have doubt. Can I still do it? I mean run 42km non stop like last time? 😅

Whatever, I wanna try again 💪

During Augustman run at Maeps Serdang last week.

Us during Garmin event last month.

 

My 365 days leave plans

My 1 year sabbatical leave will officially starts on 25 Oct 22. Currently Im still utilising my annual leave. Been enjoying my time at home being 

a fulltime housewife. Never felt so much happier and stress free from officework. The feelings are amazing!

I got to spend more time with kiddos. Sending/fetch them from schools. Cook proper meals for breakfast, lunch & dinner. I used to order takeout/foodpanda all the time. MasyaAllah, Im so thankful for the time, rizq and love given to me and my family. Alhamdullilah.

I already have plan on how I want to spend my 365 days leave starting 25 Oct. Apart from spending it with family, I also want to try doing small business from home - who knows right? This is the only time I got to try something new. If everything went well, I might generate new income from it. If things went south (God forbid), I still can resume my office job after my long leave. Betul tak?

Betul. Betul. Betul

Im so pumped!

 

Congrats and all the best Mamoru

Last teman Mamoru outstation under Honda Malaysia. He has officially tendered his resignation few months ago.

Mamoru seems very sad leaving Honda. Of course, hes been with the company for more than a decade and he was recently promoted to a managerial position in Honda too. It was a hard decision for him to leave the company. I counted more than 7 farewell ceremonies/events held for him before his last day in Honda Melaka and KL.  Yeap, to that extend. He was loved by his colleagues and bosses. 

I feels sad and happy at the same time too. Sad because hes leaving his comfort zone in Honda. And happy because he already started working at a new place with better perks. He deserves it. Its gonna be tough year for him this year as he have to focus on 2 new things in his life:

1. His new position in the new company

2. His study. 

I believe I didnt mention Mamoru is doing his master degree at the same time. He is a graduate student. Im so proud of him. Cant wait to celebrate his graduation in Master of IT. It'll definately inspire our kids to achive theirs too someday.

I pray all went smooth and success for both his career and study. 

October is our new month begins our new routine. Totally new. InsyaAllah we go through this together.

Below, our short stay in Swiss Garden, Melaka

 

See you after one year

A suprise celebration by the department making the goodbyes part becomes harder for me. 

Thank you for the 13 years. And I do love you all too! See you guys again in October 2023

Im taking one year sabatical leave from office work 😊

 

Last

Mental health

Yesterday I overcome my fear and took a huge step for my mental health. I want to protect myself from those who could harm my mental well being, my family and my career.

Ive been keeping everything inside me since forever. Suffer in silent without realizing it affected everyone I love around me and most of all, it affect me - physical & mental. Im not me anymore.

I still feels unsecure, anxiety and vulnerable today since I decided to open up and seek for help yesterday. 

Things are still blurry. Ive been given 2 choices to choose in so little time. And I have no idea which is good for me at the moment.

Ya Allah, I seek Your counsel through Your knowledge and I seek Your assistance through Your might and I ask You from Your immense favour, for verily You alone decree our fate while I do not, and You know while I do not, and You alone possess all knowledge of the Unseen.

 

Aleesya tidur di rumah sepupu dia

Aleesya bagi mummy toy ni tadi, nama toy ni "Aleesya" katanya. Bila rindu, mummy peluklah "Aleesya".

Mummy sangat jarang berenggang dengan Aleesya. Kecuali masa mummy pergi keje atau Aleesya ke sekolah. Tidur malam pun Aleesya akan jadi bantal peluk mummy. 

Boleh kira dengan jari berapa kali Aleesya tidur di bilik sendiri. Bukan sebab Aleesya tak berani tidur sendiri, Aleesya lebih dari berani. Yang tak berani, yang cengeng tu mummy. Tak sanggup nak berenggang dengan anak dara nan seorang. 

Malam ni Aleesya nak tidur bermalam di rumah sepupu dia, Adelia. Gembira benar dia bila mummy terpaksa-rela izinkan dia pergi. Bila mummy cakap rindu, dia pujuk mummy, "esok saya balik la mummy". Mummy nak sedih pun tak jadi sebab gelihati dengar slang mat salleh bila dia bercakap dalam bahasa melayu. 

Tahun ni  tahun yang paling banyak Aleesya bertutur dalam bahasa sebab cikgu suruh dia bercakap dalam bahasa melayu di sekolah. Di rumah sahaja dia boleh guna english, katanya. Tapi Daddy memang akan selalu warning mummy dan abang² Aleesya kalau kami bertutur dengan Aleesya guna english. Daddy nak Aleesya petah bercakap melayu.

Haish.

Mummy rindu Aleesya. Rindu abang² dia juga. Tiga² pergi bermalam di rumah sepupu mereka. Mereka cakap nak tidur sana dua malam. Ada yang mummy ikut sama bertandang dirumah orang ni karang.

Rindu. 

Mummy share gambar Aleesya kat sini. Gambar abang², payah benar nak ambil gambar mereka. Semua lari bila mummy angkat kamera.

Cikgu², terutamanya cikgu english, suka kongsi gambar Aleesya sebab dia sentiasa dapat markah tertinggi dan hadiah dalam kelas.

Aleesya, Aleesya.. panjang entry mummy malam ni. Sungguh mummy rindu awak.

Belajar gosok gigi

Minggu bercerita. Kena pakai baju ikut cerita yang nak dibaca

Masuk kumpulan menyanyi lagu kebangsaan baru² ni.

 

 

First running event

First running event tahun ni after almost 2 years and 9 months. 

Garmin. 5km. 

Restart. Back to basic.

Super excited nak berlari semula.

 

Employeement Law

Dont know about other people, but for me its time for a new employement law to be created and enforced. 

No contacting staff after office hour via any method (email, phone call, whatapps, telegram, zoom, etc). Unless its relating to the staff safety or the workflace is on fire etc.

No matter how urgent it is, or simply to just wish hari Raya, Birthday whatsoever - dont do it after office hour, weekend or holidays. Its not relevant. Big no. Your colleageus and bosses sees u everyday, theres a lot of time for those wishes (if they care).

Its farrr from 'humanising'. 

A robot also have a downtime, need maintemance and service.

Time. I have Garmin next month, followed by Score run, Augustman & SCKLM. 

 

Tahun baru 1444H

Gambar rembang senja dari balkoni semalam, masyaalah sangat cantik. Nampak jelas banjaran gunung dan bangunan di puncak Genting Highlands. 

Salam Maal Hijrah

 

Sekitar Syawal 2022

Tahun ni mengamit kenangan zqman kanak² dulu dimana tarikh hari raya diumumkan secara mengejut. Raya yang dijadualkan lusa diawalkan menjafi esok. Maka menjerit kelam kabutlah kami antara hepi dan panik.

 Dulu² seronok tunggu pengumuman raya di tv. Tapi sejak tarikh hari raya ditetapkan mengikut kalendar, pengumuman di tv jadi tak penting. Tak ada siapa pun yang tengok. Tapi malam tu, pasti pecah rekod view penonton tv sebab nak pastikan kesahihan berita 😅

Raya tahun ni penuh rumah ayah sebab semua adik² termasuk adik² tiri berkumpul dan masak bersama². Cuma waktu malam terpaksa tidur berasingan di rumah homestay berdekatan sebab bilik² penuh. 2 tahun PKP tak dapat raya bersama  memang meriah kali ni. 

Atuk dan cucu²

Ada 2 family Yanies (Yani kecil & Yani besar), Hazira & Haziq tak dapat join tahun ni

Me with adik no.2 & 3

Jalan² raya keliling kampung

Me with my heroes

Our family potrait

Me with babygirl