XPDC Gunung Murud bermula!

Trip selama 7 hari.

Kami buat trans. Ambil masa selama 6 hari 5 malam dalam hutan untuk cross dari Bario - puncak Murud - Bakalalan.

Pagi Selasa semalam lagi kami dah depart ke Miri. 6 orang semuanya dari KL:

Yours truly
Mamoru
Somphob
Aisya
Juju
Tolha

Kat Miri jumpa Fisol (dia dah tiba sehari sebelumnya dari Penang)

Free xtvt sementara tunggu team kedua tiba:

Sham Castello
Syida
Arie
Sanusi
Azrin

Derang lambat sikit sebab memasing beli tiket flight asing-asing.

So sementara tunggu derang sampai, kami sewa Alza, drive pegi Taman Negara Niah (sejam drive dari Miri).

Layan je lah lah teaser gambar semalam. Tak sempat nak update lelebih.

Kejap lagi nak amik flight dari Miri ke Bario - our starting point untuk mendaki gunung Murud.

Tak sure ada roaming atau tak sepanjang trip ni. Kalau takde.. till we meet again lah after 6 days!

Stress tahap dewa

Stress la. Serious stress!

Rasa macam tanak pegi trip Murud ni pun ada.

Tak payah nak threat boleh tak?

Serious tak enjoy.

One more, I never question about other people job tho I don't really understand what they do. So I expect people would did the same to me. 

Its not fair.

Sedih la beb.

Collect rations

Esok last packing. Malam ni kena charge segala bateri kamera, power bank segala.

Mood berbelah bagi. Macam-macam rasa ada sekarang ni.

Haih. Tenang lah hati.

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Anyway, Team Murud, please take note. Esok datang Permaisuri amik rations korang. Yang tak dapat datang, collect masa kat airport. Stanby space dalam haversack memasing ok.

Jalan-jalan cari rumah

Balik dari HSL Run, Mamoru ajak pegi Balakong. Survey rumah.

Baru jumpa satu developer, kiddos dah cranky, throw tantrum bagai. Memanggg kann. Nasib baik la mommy korang ni penyabar (lah sangattt).

So balik je lah.

p/s: Mamoru told me one good news. Tapi tak boleh berharap sangat katanya. Tak kisah. I'll pray for it!

HSL Run kat Kajang

My last run before depart to Murud, Sarawak

Pergi sorang ja. Habis lari terus balik. Tapi rasa best jugak. Takde kecoh nak tunggu sesiapa. Kalau dapat lari oversea sengsorang pun best kan.. fefeeling solo backpack.. miahaha. Tapi confirm Mamoru tak lepaskan. Sure panjang ceramah dia nanti.. haha.

Tapi good thing is, he approved aku pegi sorang for SAS Trail run 30km kat Tioman this coming 10 May. Yay!! Kalau jadi, aku let go bib untuk Deuter run 11 May ni. Tapi depends jugak. Sebab decide pun last minit. Tunggu organizer confirmkan slot untuk aku. Kalau ada, Tioman aku datang! Haha.

Talking about HSL Run pagi tadi, aku dapat buat PB. Lari 10km dalam masa 56.29 minit. Average pace 5.56 mins per km. Fastest pace 4.57 mins per km.

Tapi still tak puas hati dengan performance sendiri. Seriously I can do better than this. Haih. Tunggu next run lah.

Layan muka kak Long kat bawah ni. Takde orang nak amik gambar kan.. selfie je lah.

Amarr

He saw me cried after solat.

I thought he was sleeping.

And I was crying longer than usual. A bit loud, I guess. Sobbing like a baby.

He came to me. Worried.

"Mommy nangis?"
"Siapa buat mommy?"
"Mommy.. mommy.. "
"Mommy sakit?"
"Uncle buat mommy?"

I hugged him tight.

"Mommy nak daddy?"

Aku just angguk. Cried again.

Funny part lepas tu, bila nak solat lagi, Amarr datang berdiri kat tepi aku.

"Mommy solat, mommy dont cry again ok"

Aku senyum angguk.

"Promise ok"

Aku angguk lagi :)

3 days left before xpdc Murud, Sarawak

Tak kemas apa pun lagi. Weekend baru plan nak selongkar barang-barang outdoor dalam stor.

Trip ni amik masa 6 hari 5 malam dalam hutan. Aku buat trans. Masuk ikut Bario, keluar ikut Bakalalan.

Lama dah tak bertapa lelama dalam hutan. Last was xpdc gunung Trusmadi & Tambuyukon kat Sabah dulu.

Eksaited memang terlebih. Tapi dalam masa yang sama risau gak takut takde roaming dalam hutan. Tak dapat nak contact double A pulak nanti. Haih. Celcom please don't let me down.

Bab training harap takde problem. I've been running every other nights, layan trail, naik gunung etc. Ok la kot. Cuma harap hujan tak turun hari-hari.. haha.

Cakap pasal lari, malam tadi ada satu insiden lawak. Ada sorang mamat ni contact Arina, cakap nak join kami lari. Pada aku takde hal. Lari je lah. Tapi rupanya, dia just nak berborak je lebih.. hohoho. Silap tempat la der. Sini bukan port cari jodoh. Nak impress perempuan yang suka lari, make sure you run faster bukan slow her down.  Big mistake wakaka.

Aku ajak Arina lari non stop. Jarakkan diri dengan mamat tu. Habis satu loop, mamat tu pun hilang. Tak boleh keep up dengan kitaorang.. hahaha.

Malam tadi gak aku jumpa satu group yang batu start training untuk lost weight kot. Ramai. Dalam 10 orang camtu. Menarik. Makin lama, makin ramai orang lari kat tasik ni taim malam. I like. Meriah. Cuma harap sudi la gomen tambah lampu jalan kat sini. Ada certain tempat agak gelap.

Serabut

Seriously serabut. Nak ambil cuti hari ni boleh tak?

Need to run.

My worst distraction

Can't wait for my Gunung Murud trip!
Tak sabar nak conquer my lastttttt G5! Meaning to say, conquering 5 gunung tertinggi kat Malaysia ni.

G5 List:
Gunung Kinabalu 
Gunung Tambuyukon
Gunung Trusmadi
Gunung Mulu
Gunung Murud

Jumaat ni ada perjumpaan untuk team xpdc Murud. Line up tak ramai. Ada 13 orang je coz transport untuk ke sana memang sangat terhad. Itupun dah tahap merayu menggoda aku contact Maswing staff suruh overbooked flight. Sepatutnya tak boleh buat camtu. Dan sepatutnya, 3 orang dari team member xpdc ni tak boleh join. Tapi biasalahkan, bila aD dah nakk tu, memang dia akan usahakan sampai dapat jugak.. haha. So, geng, aku demand layanan as a queen masa kat Murud nanti.. wakakaka.

Oh, ekceli bukan nak update pasal trip Murud. Just nak jot down tentang satu lagi mission gila nak lari 2 full marathon dalam masa 12 jam! Meaning 42km darab 2 = 84km! Dah serupa ultra.. haha.

Bila? 11 & 12 October ni (BSN & Standard Chartered marathon)

11 Oct start lari 42km pukul 8.00 malam. Dijangka habis lari pukul 1.00 pagi. Pastu rehat 3 jam sebelum sambung lari 42km lagi pukul 4.00 pagi. Dijangka habis lari pukul 9.00 pagi... hahahaha

Misi gila.

Memula tu rasa macam cuak nak lari 84km ni tapi since Syah (my Kenaboi) partner pun buat benda yang sama, so ada la geng nak lari sama-sama. Takde la bosan lari sengsorang.

Oraitt. Nak pegi keje. Kita layan lagu theme hari ni. Lagu untuk diri sendiri dan kegilaan yang melanda diri ni. For my worst distraction! Cheers.

What would I do without your smart mouth

Drawing me in, and you kicking me out

You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind

I'm on your magical mystery ride

And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell you

Even when you're crying you're beautiful too

The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

Give me all of you

Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts

Risking it all, though it's hard

Taekwando for kiddos

Terlebih hyper malam ni. Minum 100 Plus sampai 1.5l so rasakann. Konon boleh baik demam cepat (teori sendiri).

Dah tengah malam tak boleh tido. Layan membasuh je lah. Haih. What a life. Nak jugak tido cuddle-cuddles macam orang lain. Uwaaa..

Bulan ni, genap setahun double A belajar Taekwando. Not much improvement. Tapi bollehhh laa. Pupuk minat dari awal.

Layan gambar double A je lah kat sini. Yours truly nak fefeling santek duduk tepi washing machine sambil nyanyi lagu ikan kaloi.!

Congrats team Trans Gopeng Cameron

Tak sedar Mamoru balik pukul berapa subuh tadi. Tak sempat nak tanya how was the trip.

Terjaga pun sebab dia minta tolong packing bag nak balik Melaka. Tak sampai setengah jam tengok muka dia dah hilang semula.. sob sob.

Kat sudut dapur, haversack dengan baju kotor balik gunung berlambak. Consider as a gift for me la tu.. uwaaa.

What a life.

Well Mamoru, u owe me big time!! I want a "H" as a compensate!

Anyway, dengar cerita sepanjang trip hujan lebat non-stop. Merasa kann. Good training for our Murud trip nanti.

Apapun, congrats! U guys memang orang hutan.. haha.

Weekend in Melaka

Bersiaran dari Melaka.

Dah lewat petang baru decide nak balik kampung. Bertabah je la layan hujan dan jem.

Happy Birthday, Love

Dear Mamoru,

Wishing you all the happiness in the world. May you always be in the pink of health and within His protection. 

I want to fall in love with you again. And again and again.

Hurry back, Love. We're waiting.

xo

H

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While you're far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream would never do

I'd still miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,

Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together

And I just wanna stay with you

In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream would never do

I'd still miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile

I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you

Right here with you, just like this

I just wanna hold you close

I feel your heart so close to mine

And just stay here in this moment

For the rest of time, yeah, yeah, yeah!

Mad Thursday

Malam ni team Gogo team including Mamoru will be away for few days until next Tuesday. Masuk hutan 4 hari. Trans Gopeng - Cameron. 

Chua ada ajak aku join trip ni. But no. Tak sanggup nak berjauh dengan double A. Lagipun dua minggu lagi aku kena tinggalkan double A untuk 7 hari (trip ke Gunung Murud, Sarawak).

Have fun dalam hutan, geng. Be safe.

Note:
Couldn't forget the look on someone's face when he stopped in front of my door looking at my "office wear" with jacket yang I managed sarung sebelah tangan je, roti tergantung kat mulut, hp terpasang kuat lagu Master of Puppets with my hands busy unlocked grill rumah. Wish I could read his mind on how ridiculous I look this morning. But in second thought,  do I care what people think about how I dressed?  I kan fashion terrorist.

I Wanna Go

He's one in a million
I don't know when I'll be seeing him again
He wants to live in a city
Moved out there and he was just seventeen, just seventeen

No I'm not prepared, no I'm not prepared
My heart's beating really fast, really fast
But I wanna go there, but I wanna go there
Let's walk a little further, you know I wanna be here

I wanna go wherever, whenever you wanna go wherever you wanna
I wanna go with you
I wanna go wherever, whenever you wanna go wherever you wanna
Can I go with you?

He stares so politely
I'm best behaving when he's walking with me, walking with me
Oh, he likes taking photos in black and white
They're upon his walls, on his walls

No I'm not prepared, no I'm not prepared
My heart's beating really fast, really fast
But I wanna go there, but I wanna go there
Let's walk a little further, you know I wanna be here

Kids time

Spent time at kids area sampai mengantuk mommy dibuatnya.

Tapi fair la sebab sebelum tu double A teman mommy & daddy cari barang outdoor sampai naik pening staff kat Tear Proof, The Curve melayan derang.

Nak spend sebanyak mana masa yang boleh untuk double A coz hujung bulan ni nak berjauhan lebih seminggu dengan derang:(

Autism Run 10km at Tasik Titiwangsa

Tak sampai 10km pun route Autism Run ni. Kira ok la. Fun run kan. Itu pun performance kelauttt.. haha.

Lari time 1st day period memang apa pun tak boleh. Habis lari terus sakit perut. Rasakan.

Ni antara event run yang aku register sendiri. Selalu tu sexytary Gogo yang register kan untuk our running team. 

With Arina. Co pilot aku pagi tu.. in case kalau aku tak larat nak drive lepas lari.

Showing off finisher medal tapi tak nampak. Show off orangnya je lah.

Running buddies, Am & Shah (kanan). Oh, ni kali kedua aku lari dengan Syah. First, masa Kenaboi Adventure Race last week. Dia la partner yang abang Nua matchkan dengan aku. Single & available.. haha. He's a Lawyer ok. First time jumpa je terus clique. Tak sangka dia register untuk Autism run jugak. Tu yang jumpa lagi. Thanks to him duk teman aku yang tak larattt ni lari all the way sampai finishing line.. haha.

Hair braid. Ni after lari. Tak sangka still intact. Kalau lari 42km tataw la rupa apa.. haha

Konon nak braid macam Elsa - Frozen.. haha

In action with Syah

Not so good

Terrible headache.

Haven't eat any decent meal in 36 hours already.

2 of my heroes down with fever. One of them got chicken pox.

So, Heroin kena save the day lah.. or days or week.

Semalam lepas Autism Run, me & double A tersadai lebih 3 jam kat emergency unit Hospital Pantai Bangsar.

Hantar Mamoru buat check up. Risau tengok dia demam lembik sampai macam tu sekali. Luckily, result shows negative dengue.

Today he's on MC. So as Amarr. Ariff sorang je pegi school pagi ni.

Lunch hour tadi, balik rumah. Check out my heroes. Making sure they have a proper meals. Makan ubat semua. Then lari balik ofis semula.

Haih.

Definitely no training for today. Badan rasa nak collapse je :(

Speedy recovery sayangs! Love both of u so much!

Harap Ariff won't get infected with his daddy's fever or Amarr's chicken pox virus.

*pray*

Stress week

Bila two of my ladies colleague bergaduh, aku yang kat tengah-tengah jadi stress.

Rumah baru

Lama gila tak update tentang rumah ni.

Lepas discuss dengan Mamoru few months ago, kita orang decide untuk suruh ayah duduk kat rumah tu.

Aku tak nak sewakan. Malas nak layan masalah dengan penyewa. Semak. Better suruh ayah sendiri duduk situ. 

Grill, lampu, air & letrik semua dah siap. Kata ayah, maybe dalam bulan ni dia pindah masuk. 

My sis suruh buat house warming or kenduri. That one depends pada ayah & my stepmum. Aku malas nak nak tunjuk muka kalau kenduri kendara macam ni, boleh?

Pic bawah courtesy dari adik no.6. Aku tak balik time ni. Ada Kenaboi Race kat Jelebu.

My dream nak buat outdoor climbing wall kat laman tepi rumah ni kena pospon lah. Or kalau ada rezeki lebih, nak beli rumah lain yang dekat dengan area town. Then buat wall climbing kat situ.

Adik no.6 & my stepsis cuci tingkap. 

Adik no. 2 & wife pun turun sama

My stepmum in action

My nephew Adam pun rajin main air

Salah satu tingkap pecah. Haih. Nak kena ganti satu hal. Tinted pun kena buat sekali..

Reason why tanak tunjuk muka kat orang kampung.